About Me
 Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans! To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered!
"There is always a light in the darkness."  "Love is always patient and kind; it is never
jealous, love is never boastful or conceited;
it is never rude or selfish; it does not take
offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no
pleasure in other people’s sins but delights
in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to
trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.
Love does not come to an end."   "I must follow my own path...!"     
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Interests
Favorite Music
Meg&Dia Band,3 Doors Down,Cinema Bizarre,Rascal Flatts,Rihanna,Chris Brown,Nelly Furtado,Mandy Moore,Enya,Linkin Park,Within Temptation,Sum 41,Group 1 Crew,Nichelback,Enrique Iglesias,Avril Lavigne,Mariah Carey,Whitney Houston,Bethany Joy Lenz,Kate Voegele,Evanescence etc.    
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Favorite Movies
The Ultimate Gift,If only,A walk to remember("Love is like the wind,you can't see it,but you can feel it"),Schindler's List directed by Steven Spielberg(it's really a great film about the situation(especially) of the Hebrews considerate inferior by the Germans during the second world war),I Am Legend,The Lord of The Rings (all the 3 parts),The Gladiator,The 300,Troy etc.    
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Favorite Books
"ILLUSIONS-THE ADVENTURES OF A
RELUCTANT MESSIAH" by RICHARD BACH  Albert Camus once wrote: "Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder.... If there's no breaking, then there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there is no learning. And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life, So must all hearts be broken? 
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Favorite Quote
 DON'T EXPECT LOVE IN RETURN JUST WAIT FOR IT TO GROW IN THERE HEARTS BUT IF IT DOESN'T JUST BE PROUD IT GREW IN YOURS.  Give others freedom to be themselves. Appreciate the differences between their ways an yours.  The simplest questions are the most profound. Where were you born? Where is your home? Where are you going? What are you doing? Think about these once in awhile, and watch your answers change. To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.  Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.  There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it.  
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Journal
 
Yellow Butterfly Meg&Dia Band She was just five years old.
A slightly moody day.
She couldn't stay away, from that rivers edge and I.
I turn my back to count.
All the daffodil seas that surrounded.
I close my eyes, and then heard the water wake up.
And I, I can still hear that scream, It's still lingering, in the air, everywhere.
"Mother, please save me, grab my hand" (I can't I can't)
I can still see that face, sink beneath the waves. Baby please, breath for me, give me time I am here.
Where did you go?
Where'd you go?
Where'd you go?
Hey, where'd you go?
Were the angels that lonely?
Couldn't they suffice for anybody else?
Can't everybody just lie to me.
She's home, she's home. Crying for me now.
Every night on a Monday, I will visit the same spot that I hate.
Yes the place that baby loved, and now she can taste it, oh it took her away.
It's been five years since then.
And when it hits September...
I'll feel like I'm dying again...
Ian still won't even talk to me, talk to me!
Isn't this pain, guilt enough?
I can't even look out the window, without seeing reflections distorted in the sun.
(Repeat: And I can still hear that scream...)
And the pain hits me like gunshot.
And I'm heading on the way to the floor, I hear her name and it kills me.
Oh, Bottles up, Bottles up, Bottles up.
And I'm trying my best to hurt me.
Ian says it's never enough.
A razor to the wrist for each unshed tear, cough it up, drink it up, drink it up.
So I had a coma, when I crashed my car in the lake.
I saw your face down there I knew, it was not a mistake.
So I went to the doctor. I told him, oh my heart will break, If I couldn't see you. He just, gave me more pills.
But, I saw you up there.
Still floating by the river.
God, you always loved that river.
I bet your heaven looks just like it.
Then I'll like it too, even though it scares me now.
But when I'm with you.
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine.
We can sit, we can talk about, talk about...Butterflies. Butterflies. Butterflies.
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There were many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart, that someday it would return to him. And his world would be whole again. And his belief in god and love and art would be reawakened in his heart. 
Long time no see:D:D
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sper k esti bine:X:X:X